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Why Being Behind Right Now Does Not Mean You Are Out

Writer: Angela D. Thomas, DrPH, MPH, MBA
Angela D. Thomas, DrPH, MPH, MBA
Apr 22
4 min read
Black woman with highlighted locs in white athletic wear running on a track in last place behind three other runners

Being behind is not the same as being finished. David walked into the most uneven fight in the entire Bible carrying a slingshot and five smooth stones, and he won. Not because his weapons were impressive. Because he used what God had already been faithful to him in. That is still available to you right now.


You look around and it feels like everyone else is further along. They have the platform, the following, the opportunity, the open doors. And you are still here, doing the quiet work, wondering when your moment is coming and whether it is coming at all. The comparison can be crushing if you let it sit long enough.


But I want to show you something in Scripture that reframes being behind completely.


What Did David Do When He Was the Underdog?


Goliath was nine feet nine inches tall. He was the Philistine army's best fighter. He had all the armor. He had all the experience. He had been taunting the entire army of Israel for forty days and forty nights and not one person had stepped up to face him.


David showed up that day to deliver food to his brothers. He was not supposed to be there in any official capacity. He was the delivery guy. But he heard Goliath's taunting, looked around at the soldiers standing in fear, and said, why is everybody scared? I will go.


King Saul heard about it and called David in. He said, you are too young. This giant has been doing this for years. You cannot beat him. And David said, the Lord was with me when I killed the lion that came after the sheep. He was with me when I killed the bear. I know He will be with me now.


Saul said, alright. Go. And he tried to dress David in his own armor. His helmet. His coat of mail. His sword. David put it all on and could not even walk in it. And here is what I love about this moment. 1 Samuel 17:39 (NKJV) says, "David said to Saul, 'I cannot walk with these, for I have not tested them.' So David took them off."


He took them off.


He did not try to force himself into weapons that were not designed for him. He did not look at Saul's armor and decide that because it looked more impressive, it must be what he needed. He went back to what he knew. What God had already shown up in. A sling and five smooth stones.


And he took down a nine-foot-nine giant.


Why Do We Keep Reaching for Someone Else's Armor?


Because it looks more legitimate. Because it looks more like what success is supposed to look like. Because it is easier to copy what someone else is doing than to trust that what God put in our hands is actually enough.


But here is the problem with wearing armor that was not made for you. You cannot move in it. You cannot walk in it. And if you cannot walk, you cannot fight.


The gifts God gave you are specific to you. The way He has been faithful to you is specific to your story. The experiences, the wounds, the victories, the tools you have picked up along the way, those are your sling and your five stones. They might not look like what everyone else is carrying. They are still what God will use to take down your Goliath.


1 Samuel 17:45 (NKJV) says, "Then David said to the Philistine, 'You come to me with a sword, with a spear, and with a javelin. But I come to you in the name of the Lord of hosts, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied.'" David did not apologize for what he brought to the fight. He came in the name of the Lord. That was enough.


What Does God's Past Faithfulness Have to Do With Right Now?


Everything. David did not walk up to Goliath on blind faith. He walked up with evidence. He had watched God come through with the lion. He had watched God come through with the bear. And because of those past victories, he had the confidence to say, I know He will do it again.


Your testimony of God's faithfulness is not just a nice story. It is your training. It is your evidence. It is the record that tells you when the next giant shows up, God has already shown you who He is in the fight.


Shed the belief that being behind means God has forgotten about you. Shed the habit of putting on someone else's armor and wondering why you cannot move in it. Shed the idea that what you have in your hands right now is not enough to be used.


David was the small. David was the last. David was the delivery guy who was not supposed to be there. And David won.


Take this to the Word yourself. 1 Samuel 17:32-50, Proverbs 18:16, Philippians 4:13, Psalm 27:1.


What This Means for You


What has God already been faithful to you in, and how might that specific faithfulness be exactly what He wants to use for what is in front of you right now?


This continues the Mighty Misfits series. Last time, we talked about why your past does not disqualify you from being used by God. Next, we are getting into why comparing your gifts and calling to someone else's is one of the most effective traps the enemy sets, and how to get out of it.


I teach God's Word weekly inside the SheShed Community, and this is exactly the kind of teaching that hits different when you're in the room for it. The replay of this teaching, "Mighty Misfits," is available inside the community as well. Come sit with us.

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