Because it is heavy. And the weight is not a sign that you're doing it wrong. It's a sign that what you're carrying matters. Jesus felt the weight of His assignment too, and He followed God's instructions all the way through it anyway. That is what makes the resurrection as powerful as it is. There are seasons in your walk with God where obedience doesn't feel light or joyful or easy. It feels heavy. It feels costly. It feels like you are giving something up, pressing through